So my mothers has been pressuring me to get a job. The thing is, i don’t want one, like at all. Every job i look at doesn’t sound too interesting. Flipping burgers, or stocking shelves? BORING! I know i really don’t have many options but id like something a little better than that. So i signed up for Care.com. Care.com is a website/App that allows you to advertise yourself as either a babysitter/nanny,companion caregiver,errand runner, etc. THAT IS PERFECT FOR ME! Since i want to work with people when i am older (preferably kids), i just believe this was the right choice for me. I absolutely love children, they really make me so happy. It would be so great if i got maybe two families that were a recurring babysitting gig, like every friday or saturday night. That would be so great. Honestly it isnt about the money for me, i really am looking for just having fun with little kids, and hopefully give me great life experiences i will remember forever. I am eager to stat babysitting and i am really hoping the lady who contacted me follows through with what she told me, she is a very nice lady who has two little girls, one 3 and the other 7 months. That sounds like a handful to some but i would really enjoy watching her children. Since i never really have anything to do on the weekends or during the summer, it doesnt really effect my “schedule” (like i have one). This will get me out of the house, because according to my parents i am always home… i see that as a good thing, like they can see that im not some rebellious kid i might think i am, but really i sit at home and watch Greys Anatomy…ooooooooh so rebellious… i know. I think they are tired of seeing me here all the time 24/7, when i am able to go basically anywhere i want (within reason) since i can drive and have a car to drive. Eh i only have like four real friends, and they like do stuff on the weekends, unlike me. You’d think i would be hanging out with my best friend before she leaves…but im not. I am an awful friend really.
May 9th is PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited! My dress is so beautiful, but a lot of money. I cannot wait to wear it and go have some fun with my friends. At first i was not going to go, but then i found out my best friend Jordyn is leaving me next year, so therefore i am going to prom. My dress is a champagne color with some nice jewels on the waist. I really hope i have a great time, i really don’t think anybody will ruin the night, well at least i hope not. Hopefully all drama will be put aside so everyone can enjoy the magical night, that my parents paid gobs and gobs of money for. So thank you mom and dad for letting me go to prom, even though you probably have nightmares thinking about all the money you spent, for one night…but i digress (AHA vocab word). May 9th is a Saturday, so i have all day to get ready, prom starts at 7 and ends at 11… 4 hours of carefree partying. May 8th though…is my AWFUL AP US History exam, GROSS!! I am honestly so nervous for the exam. All those dates and turning points in American history all jammed into my head. Even after i take the AP test i am not done with US…OOOOHHH NO im not done, then a month and a couple weeks later i have to take the Regents exam for it too. The end of the year is awful, so much pressure on us to make sure our grades are decent, and to start reviewing for our AP, regents, and finale tests. But (obviously) it is all worth it in the end because in 2016 i am going to graduate, and i will move on with my life, and i will succeed. No one will stop me, i hope. Confidence is key in life, which i am kind of just figuring out….which is sort of a shame but oh well, you learn new things everyday. As you can a probably tell from this blog i cannot wait to graduate, but also i do not want to grow up, i do not want to pay bills and be an adult. I WANT TO BE A KID AGAIN! I want to go on my weekend vacations to Florida with my dad, where he pushes me into a fountain, or brings me to a private beach where i would play in the ice cold waves. I want him to buy me a strawberry coolada and watch a Disney movie with me, but i have to grow up, because thats life. (I still will have him buy me a coolada though, and watch a Disney movie with me….How about the Goofy Movie?)